This week at parkrun I did the unthinkable - I ran un-plugged.
Now, this didn't happen by design. I had signed up to volunteer today. Not that I really wanted to. The only way last week's event would start was if three people signed up to help out. After an awkward delay only netted two suckers, I put my hand up so we could get on with things. This morning, Mr Lean was still suffering from his back/leg/foot soreness and decided to come along to parkrun anyway. And with no other volunteer positions available today, circumstance gave me the opportunity to run.
Not that I was prepared for it. With no earphones or armband, the phone (and therefore Nike+) was left behind.
So I ran.
And I liked it.
In fact, for 26 minutes I used all of my senses.
I felt the path beneath me. Where my feet made contact. And the breeze on my arms. Changed the position of my hands to see what felt better.
I heard things for the first time. The louder footfall over the first bridge. The constant bump of steps on the long straight. The crunch of gravel as I rounded the corner next to the rotunda. And my breathing. I heard how easy mine was, so I played with it. Three out to two in. Two in and one long one out, making my feet keep time. I heard the encouragement of the pacers both in front and behind me.
I saw and smelled the first signs of spring. The clumps of runners bunching next to an orange-clad pacer. Ducks on the water. I took it all in.
And I tasted my own sweat as I crossed the finish line.
Every part of me ran today. Mind, body, heart, soul.
I picked up a friend's Son with 500m to go, laughing as I told him not to let an old duck like me beat him, and pushed him through to the flags.
I picked myself up when my thoughts started to drag into negative country, gently bringing them back to the present.
But most of all, I picked up a greater sense of who am I, who I want to be, and what I need to do to get there.
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