Not your work inbox - yucckkkkkk. The one where all of those opt-in emails you have to sign up for to get some ebook or free offer go to. I'm a sucker for those things.
Yesterday was one of those days.
The Divine Writer;
Opt in: 5 fail-safe tips for starting your book.
Status: book not started.
I rarely read these emails. In fact, this may be the first one I've clicked through for more. And it's not as thought the title grabbed me, either. "My favourite books: The Big Leap"
It was actually about self-sabotage and intentionally living under your potential. The article then went on to talk about "your zone of genius", and this is where things got REALLY interesting (for me!).
So, they described four zones;
Zone of incompetence - things you know you're crap at and should out-source.
Zone of competence - stuff you CAN do, don't really like to do, and others can do just as well.
Zone of excellence - you're good here. Comfortable. Maybe even accomplished. But you're not lit up or excited, even if you do make a living from operating in this zone.
And then came the really good stuff...
Zone of genius - the thing you were born to do. Your divine calling. Things that draw on your special gifts and talents.
The article goes on to say that unfortunately, most of us play it safe and stay in our zone of excellence, or even worse, our zone of competence. The flow on effects are that around the time we hit 40, or midlife, or whatever you want to call it, we've been so used to ignoring our genius that beats louder and louder as the years progress, that not listening manifests in any number of nasties. Depression, illness, relationship conflict. Alarms going off, but still we don't listen.
THIS IS HOW I FEEL!!!!!
There's something bigger in me than meetings and taking minutes and conforming to the norm of the corporate world. I just don't fit there. And I'm getting restless. I've been restless for years. It's not going away, even when I press mute.
It's getting louder, louder, louder!